In six days my love will be with me again, in seven days ill be packing all of my things for my trip, in eight days my lovr and i will be watching another concert together (finally), in nine days ill say goodbye for a while, in ten days ill be taking a 12 hour plane ride back home and in 29 days ill be in korea …april is gonna be one busy month and I am soooo excited for it.
I’m a paradox. I want to be happy, but I think of things that make me sad. I’m lazy, yet I’m ambitious. I don’t like myself, but I also love who I am. I say I don’t care, but I really do. I crave attention, but reject it when it comes my way. I’m a conflicted contradiction. If I can’t figure myself out, there’s no way anyone else has.